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Friday, November 26, 2010

Reminiscence just might be this year's Renaissance

It was one of those days.... when nothing seems to give you the inner peace that we all crave at the end of the day. Perhaps all human beings are built in such array of natural capabilities that hinder us to truly experience one prolonged emotion over a period of time. So forlorn as I was feeling, a little nudge in the right direction can sometimes just bring a new breath of fresh air into our very essence of life. It was one of those days.... when I missed being heard, not necessarily by the numerous agents around me, but by the very special agent hidden deep inside me.... my conscience!!!!

So I return to the only outlet known to tech-savvy people(like me and you), who are still not fully consumed by Facebook/Twitter/MySpace. To that ancient source that was inspired by my ancestors who decided to document their thoughts, opinions, secret desires, and treasures in a well thought out manner latter materializing into a form of 'personal diary', now having evolved into 'blogger's blogs'.

We apparently have come to accept the fact that without history, no present is possible. And without understanding our past, we can simply not take a bold step ahead into the future. So, rewinding back to the past how many ever months that I was absent from blogging, I only have one word to explain the journey - simply eventful!

If I could start somewhere, it would probably be from the time I waited with bated breath for the summer, as it promised some changes in the air. There were too many options trudging me from side to side, but one option stood far out my reach, and that was to build and exceed my knowledge for a brighter future. As disheartening as it may sound, it was the first indication of a change in the horizon, and it came as a welcome surprise to be enrolled in a paid-day-to-day work atmosphere in the corporate world. As inviting as the jingling of coins in my pockets were, the essential beauty of my heart soared tremendously as a new wave of excitement and optimism kissed my life and floored me with a drizzling sense of achievement.

But no new heights can be achieved, without facing some downfalls right in it's eye. It was testifying to keep on holding to the sense of achievement, when other challenges entered the horizon demanding for attention. Nevertheless, chaos revealed it's ugly face and a change of priorities butted it's way in just like an unwanted guest would into our peaceful abode. But humanity brings to us the compassion and the ability to alter ourselves to adapt. I was no longer interested in revolving around myself, and therefore started to look out for a 'sun' to revolve around. But like they say Rome wasn't built in a day, and by no means a new leaf can be sewn in a minute. To avoid the chaos from applying any further damage, a change of scenery became evident.

If I could have just died and gone to heaven, well, I pretty much would have felt the same way as I felt the minute I set my foot on the glorified enchanted land of magical beauty, the State of Florida. It was every woman's desire, every man's peaceful kingdom, every couple's retreat, and every human's deepest imaginations come alive! Inspired by all the theme parks, the natural beauty of the sea creatures, the land animals, and the clever tricks, I was humbled to know that my sense of chaos is only music next to such vivacious beings. Fantasy met reality when Dreams Come True paraded into our life in the Magic Kingdom and our faces were animated with glee and satisfaction throughout the journey sponsored by Disney. When it came time to see the adult side of the State, the southern most tip of the most happening beach in Miami, brought to the plate some Pizzazz. Renewing the vows in a comfortable home away from home, we resumed our journey far into Space only discover that we are no more than a spec of dust in the galaxy of stars meterorites, asteroids and blackholes. While a total meltdown of inner chaos was likely, a sense of inner peace took over as smooth as the Dolphins to lift our spirits. Our animated adventures further took us to a land full of movies, where we became the stars and directed, produced, and starred in our very first movie -" Life after 2 years" (if only we could have named it that way) So all movies had to end and titles had to roll, so we rolled with the punches as we swept our memories into our Digicams and headed back to base.

Eventually, a romantic shuttle launch was anticipated, but didn't quite take off in time. So, we decided to take this opportunity to mull over the simplicities of our priorities and decided to stick to a strict plan of action as opposed to the string of chaos that usually follows us wherever we go!!! By all means, a good natured work out and technology innovations were the glue binding our mission in place. So, without further ado, a "Mission Impossible 2" soon followed us through the rest of the remaining days. It is still in motion, and the picture may seem gloomy at times, it definitely gave the sense of purpose - another achievement to be engraved in our medals of sweet memories of this year!

But, the year is not over, not by any means.. So, a simple four-day break, thanks to Mr. Turkey, proved to be as eventful as the rest of the blogging bits put forth to you till now. Few moderate changes to our living habits, through some innovative purchases have been undertaken. Luxury follows necessities, and among the few gifts for choiced family members, a treat to our eyes were the black-n-blue favorite, a blue ray on a Black Friday. Feast to our eyes and ears soon followed with feast to our mouths, ofcourse including continuing baking needs for future feasts to come.

Finally what have I thrived to hear after all, was just simply the melody of harmony. When All is well and all ends well, a new beginning seeks for a recollection of the past, and no new boundaries can be passed without illustrating the events leading to it. Now at the brink of dawn, a new stream of challenges have arisen. Will it be the story of the hunter becoming the hunted, or will the day breaker be a deal breaker? For now, it is best to assume, we never know when we have succeeded best, but only that any man who seeks for the best, very often gets it. I can only pray that success will not come any faster than I can ready myself to endure it..

so here goes nothing for the sake of something....wish me luck!!!! Peace out!